11:11 PM (CST)

this boy walked into the flower shop today to order a corsage. no biggie, right? right. that's standard, especially since winter formal is coming up. as i took down his name i noticed that his last name was cullen. omg, you don't even know how hard it was for me to control myself from blurting out anything and everything about twilight. yeah, i didn't want to be that girl. i bet there have been a few teenage girls in his classes that have already pointed out such connections to him already. sadly though, he was no edward, or emmett, or jasper, or even carlisle for that matter.

anyway, tonight, supernatural decided to use one of my favorite words over and over again within the show. "douche bag". i mean "criss angel is a douche bag"...amazing title. i couldn't believe that was the real deal when i first heard it but it was! ah, perfection. and even though, pete wentz thinks that word is outdated and overused, i don't care (pun may or may not be intended). everytime i use it, say it, or hear it, i can't help but smile a little both on the inside as well as the outside. yeah, i'm a dork...deal. haha. oh and the guy that played jeb tonight, he looks so familar and was so hot. it's had to be the eyeliner. i guess it's still a weakness.

and then i watched l.a. ink. which only leaves me longing for a tattoo. one day (hopefully). but on tonight episode nick wheeler from the all-american rejects got a tattoo. cute his dog. everytime i see him i think about how amazing he is when he's playing his guitar. i don't normally think he's like super hot or anything but when he plays his guitar...oh.my.gosh. as laura would say, "he is the sex." i've got to see aar play three time (all in 2006) and each time i stood right in front of him. he's just super bendy and stuff, hot. plus, i caught two of his picks, one of his towels, and met him twice. he's was really chill. i now leave you with a pic spam of some of my concerts photos (because they make me happy and entries are always better with photos):

my favorite photo i took of him.see, bendy.we also often tend to make eye contact when he's on stage...
different show. same smile. same connection. haha.and this was the second time we met. this time with laura. aw, he's super sweet.

many good times. i keep meaning to pick up (or download) the new aar record but just haven't yet. maybe sometime soon. and maybe then i'll finally stop with the non-stop fob's fad...cause that can't be all i listen to, right.
till later.

boom...

today was flower day at work. the flowers always comes wrapped up in newspaper so i usually end up checking out some of the articles and ripping some of the things out. today had some good finds.

there were two really cute comic strips:

karate kid, ha! love it.

this elephant is just too cute. i want it.

then i found another elephant.

then as i was unwrapping one of the bunches of flowers i saw something that said gossip girl. and wouldn't you know it, i had to stop myself from jumping up and down when i saw it was the ad with chuck on it.

and lastly there was a whole article that featured rpattz and kellan (and nikki).

after work i continued watching season one of heroes and finished the whole thing. now i really want to get season two. gosh, i've forgotten how evil sylar was. so good, so hot. i cannot wait till the shades of gray episode airs but that won't be for awhile. more sylar is always a good thing in my book.

ah, i love this scene. oh and what a nice surprise it was to see that kellan makes an appearance in five years gone. heroes/twilight crossover...nice.

till later.

thanksgiving, turkey, and twilight...

thanksgiving was never a really huge holiday for me. i guess it's because i don't have a big family to share it with since for the most part it's just my mom and me. though when i was younger i think we did have a lot more family get-togethers. then as i grew older, things changed and everyone had there own thing going on. but that's life.

for this thanksgiving my mom and i ended up ordering a thanksgiving meal from one of the local supermarkets. it was probably the first time we actually had the traditional thanksgiving food on thanksgivng like stuffing, cranberries, mashed potatoes, and even turkey. yeah, my mom has never made turkey on thanksgiving before because like i said, it's only two of us so there's really no need. if anything we only ate turkey on thanksgiving if we were spending it with other people.

anway, after lots of eating we went out to watch twilight again. yes, i made my mom watch it again. thankfully (haha) she didn't seem to mind. i guess since it was at night (and probably since it was one of the few places open that day) there were so many more people than the first time we watched it. it got pretty full. my mom even noted that most of the people there were female. though there were the handful of males there. but they were either fathers with their family or boyfriends who had been dragged along by their girlfriends.

when we first got there we were like half an hour early so we went to watched like 20mins of the new bond movie. i've never been into the bond movies before (though my mom's favorite bond is sean connery, the official original bond). with that being said and only watching like only 20mins of this movie let me just say, wow daniel craig was looking pretty good up there.

as time came closer, my mom and i made it into the right theater, which was right next to the restrooms so i got to stare at zack's spock poster again (he's such a dead-on spock, looks wise, so good). they play the same trailers as before so i got to watch the harry potter trailer again, still no neville though. and of course they showed that trailer for the scary movie, still a bad call since this time i was well aware of the children in the theater this time.

one thing i enjoy about watching movies in the theater is seeing how the audience reacts, it's the people watching lover in me. and it was especially interesting since it was the same movie with a new audience. three notable reactions this time that was different from last was: 1 - when edward first appeared and a guy (who was probably one of the dudes dragged to the movie) said pretty loudly, "i don't get why all the girls love him?" to which his girlfriend(?) quickly hushed him. jealous, maybe? haha. 2 - when edward's in bella's room and tells her he, "watches her sleep. it's..." to which same dude finishes the line, "creepy." and everyone starts laughing. though i didn't only because i said that exact same thing the first time i watched that scene...but i said it at a whispered tone. come up it's like a perfect set-up, i bet at least one person at every showing said/thinks that. and 3 - when kissing scene got a huge cheer from the audience this time around.

i have to say, i enjoyed the movie the second time more since i sort of knew what to expect. and like everytime you rewatch a movie, you tend to notice something new that you never saw before. for me one of the things i noticed was how victoria was in the prom scene when bella and edward first enter the room. i'm sure she's not meant to be hidden since there is pretty much a focus shoot of her, though it is of only her back. but i guess i was just so into bella and edward at prom that i totally missed seeing her the first time around.

well, that's how i spent my thankgiving. and i must admit there is a lot to be thankful for even if i might not always think it.

tomorrow's black friday. i hope i don't have to get up too early.

till later.

and so the lion fell in love with the lamb...

i went to watch twilight today right after work. after all these months of waiting, i finally got to see it. my mom and i went to the mall to watch it (the movie place there is called edwards, haha), even though there is a movie theater right down the road from us (but that one is older and smaller). there was a small line to buy tickets but thankfully, the theater wasn't very packed. at first i was a little worried about the people we were sitting next to, they were a group of teenage girls...i was afraid that i was going to be irritated by them throughout the movie but luckily they weren't bad.

anyway, i was very glad to see that they played the harry potter trailer. though i'm still bummed it was pushed way back to july. wasn't it suppose to come out today, right? i just wished they showed more neville, love him (though i don't think he was in the trailer at all). i can't wait till the last movie...to watch neville kick ass. oh, one of the other trailer was for this super scary looking movie, unborn or something. i don't think it should be played before twilight, i just think younger kids will go see the movie and be totally scared by the trailer...ok, maybe it's just me who just doesn't like scary movies. i think cam's in it, which could explain why they were showing it before twilight.

finally the movie got underway. i enjoyed it. sure there were somethings i didn't like. but than again there were a lot that i did. it's always interesting when books get turned into movies. i tend to lend more for the book version than the movie but it's mainly because the books are always more detailed. plus, you get to play it out for yourself. there were many moments i found myself thinking, "hmm, that's not how i pictured it." but it worked out. i guess you just need to remember it's an adaptation of the book. what i did find pretty cool was how the soundtrack worked into the movie, like when they used rpattz's song in the port angeles scene, it really fit and made it even more sweet. oh and the iron and wine song playing in the prom scene. and the use of muse in the baseball scene. ok so the baseball scene in probably hands down my favorite. i just wished jasper and emmett were in it more...though i guess they aren't in the book that much. but i just love them. funny, i like jasper a lot in the book but in the movie i like emmett more. i think it's purely for the fact that i like kellan.

well, i already have plans (with myself, haha) to go watch it again sometime next weekend. i think the last time i watched a movie in the theater more than once was either 8-mile or a walk to remember, which ever came out later. i think i might re-read the book before i go again, maybe. my mom liked it too. she had thought it was going to be scary because, well you know, it has vampires. she said it was good since she didn't feel sleepy during it. side-note: when i was looking up times for the movie, it listed twilight under horror (among other genres) and i thought that was pretty laughable.

oh and two awesome things happened after the movie. one, i saw this poster near the ladies room:

i want it (or him, which ever)

and the second thing was that i learned that they have one of those $1 coin machines that have the hello kitty phone charms in them. of course i got one. this series is a beach theme one (like the one in riverside) and now i need to collect the entire series, haha.

of course with a huge opeaning it comes to no surprise that new moon is now a go. although, new moon is probably my least favorite of the saga...mainly because edward is gone for like half the book, it's be interesting to watch with the whole werewolf thing play out. although, i started liking jacob in the last book when i saw him in the movie i couldn't help but dislike him again, oh well. i hope they'll be able to do the whole twilight saga...though i think they'll need to shoot it one after another, lord of the rings style, since the characters can't age.

till later.

and the superstars sucked into the supermassive...

we all know what came out today...
i opted to sit out opening night for the sheer fact that i'm a little frighten of the crazed fanbase twilight tends to unleash at so-called events.
though, i'm going to try to see if i can see it sometime tomorrow.

so i guess tomorrow will be me gushing about the movie, hopefully.

my mom watched rpattz on ellen today.
she told me how he doesn't know how to drive in l.a.
i think she liked the fact that they have something in common, haha.

till later.

i want it that way...

i slept in till almost 2pm today. that hasn't happened in a long time. i must have been super tired...i had a really crazy dream too, though no zefron. i guess that's what happens when i stay up till 3am watching episodes of never mind the buzzcocks on youtube. i've been trying to catch up on the lastest season. this show is so good, so funny. it's very british in it's humor...very dry and sarcastic. i remember the first time i saw this show, it was sometime in january, around 3am at ktuh and ross made me watch the episode with amy winehouse. anyway, i'm still trying to figure out if i'm liking simon's hair this season. either way he's still awesome. too bad the episode with russell brand was pulled because of his recent scandal. i hope it does air one day. i bet it was crazy funny.

this was part of the first episode this season. so classic, so funny:
mark ronson was guest captain that show. but i loved when he was on last season:
he was totally adorable, though i guess, when isn't he.
skip to 3:30 to witness adorableness.

oh and in this episode the keytar made an appearance as well, which i also love.

after i was up and ready to go, my mom and i went grocery shopping. at one point i was walking around with three bottles of green tea and a container hummus in search of my mom. i don't know how she does it but she tends to totally disappear at times.

before we left i picked up a la times newspaper because i heard there was some twilight stuff in it. it had twilight posters in there:

and on the backside, if you put the two pages together you get this:

well i guess it was a good thing i bought a huge frame for my other twilight poster. i just kind of made a little collage of the images. too bad the newspaper posters were double sided, since i couldn't show both sides. though i did make sure to use the image of james/cam. i kind of liked him on the o.c. though volchok was a douche...maybe that's way i liked him. hmm, jasper/jackson was also on the o.c. around that time too.this is totally reminiscent of my bop/big bopper/b.b. days when i use to collect posters of j.t.t. and the backstreet boys. i'm hoping all my twilight stuff just stays in this one place and doesn't start scrawling all over my walls...though, there's really not much room left, sort of.

speaking of reminiscing, i just got done watching the last episode ever of trl. though i haven't watched that show regularly since carson hosted, it's still sad to see it go. i remember when it first started before the live was even part of the title, when it was just carson, alone in a room filled with tv monitors playing videos. i remember the days of boy bands, the pop princesses, and more. it was great that they not only got carson back for the finale but a bunch of the other djs and guest. i mean justin and jc/nsync (haha, the early nsync days), christina aguilera, travis barker (aw, the blink 182 days), kid rock, jonathan davis from korn (ah, the korn and limp bizkit days), beyonce, diddy, eminem, 5o cent, nelly, luda, snoop (yay, drop it like it's hot!), hilary duff (hmm, i wonder if she talked to joel). 10 years. crazy. it was like they included a timeline of my favorite bands that were part of the show. i mean first there was the backstreet boys (brian/b-rok!) for me. to be honest, they were always my favorite, sorry nsync. everytime i hear one of their songs i can't help but smile and sing a long word for word. though it's still a little weird without kevin. i can't believe they've been together for 15/16 years. wow, i'm old. i think the boy band days was like the golden days of trl. it was so good back then. after the boy bands came my undying love for good charlotte so yay for the maddens being there. and they even talked about all things rock. i use to love that show. i remember having to stay up late at night to watch it but it was so good. good times. good times. then of course most recently fall out boy, too bad pete wasn't there for the performance...though he's going to be a daddy soon so that should come first. it was cool to see sisky playing bass for them though, weird but cool. i thought it was funny when they were talking to pete on the phone and quddus asked how everything was and pete was going on about going to chinatown and getting a bootleg copy of twilight and watching it like 90 something times or something. and quddus was like, "um, actually how's your wife doing?" oh pete.

it was the end of an era for sure. at least there's f'n mtv now. maybe i'll make it out to one of their tapings now that trl is gone...or maybe not.

well, this is an epic post. i think i mentioned like everything i could in this post. yeah, not really but close.

till later.

sweet dreams are made of these, who am i to disagree...

i hate to admit it but last night i had a dream about zac efron. i seriously woke up and was like, "wtf? what was that about?" maybe it was because i mentioned him in my last post. or maybe it was because i was watching south park before i went to sleep and it was an episode mocking high school musical. but for real, it was super weird. especially, given the fact, i've never really watched those movies. not going to lie though, i've seen bits of it here and there. hmm, wonder if the 3rd is worth watching. yes/no? what i always remember zac from is summerland with j-mac!
speaking of movies, the first thing my mom asked me when i got home today was if twilight was out yet. ok, so she didn't know the name. she called it, "that movie that you really want to watch." however, she does know that the two main actors are robert and kristin...she's one a first name basis with them, haha. idk, she saw something about it on the news today.
anyway, i wonder if zefron will make another appereance. reminds me of the time i dreamt about justin timberlake three nights in a row. i still fully believe that he was stalking me in my dreams. those dreams really come out of nowhere since i don't think i was listen to his music or anything those nights.
i don't know, usually when i do remember my dream they tend to be really weird and random or totally believable.
well, sweet dreams.
till later.

i used to waste my time dreaming of being alive...

now i only waste my time dreaming of you.

so i saw this magazine while i was at borders on monday but didn't get it. then recently i decided i wanted to get it and boy was that an adventure. you'd think a magazine that's pretty common would be everywhere, right? i mean i've seen them sell entertainment weekly in supermarkets. but it's like once i wanted it, it was nowhere to be found. i mean i remember when zefron was on the cover and it was everywhere. i can't tell you how many places i looked for this magazine. um, the fact that i went through that ordeal is certainly unhealthy, no? then again i fear my current obsession of anything twilight is taking an unheathly turn. oh well. the movie come out soon and hopefully once it does, it'll slowly die down.

till later.

hello, hello kitty. hello dear friend...

i didn't have to go to work until later in the afternoon so i stopped by the mall. because of all the election maddness of yesterday, i totally forgot that the twilight soundtrack dropped yesterday. it was also suppose to be the day the new fall out boy record would come out but we now know it has been pushed back until december.

-sidenote: although, fob's new cd did not come out that day, i did get the latest issuse of ap in the mail featuring the fall out boy (sucks/rules) cover. and bonus, there's a little article about jackson rathbone who plays jasper hale in twilight. sweet!

alright back to the topic at hand. i went to hot topic to pick up the cd i had pre-ordered. while there i was looking at the clearance area, trying to find the neville shirt (they only have small sizes, same as the website, bummed). i did, however, find some hello kitty shirts on sale and of course i had to get them.

during halloween time they had a bunch of really cute, monster related hello kitty shirts. i wanted to get them but not for $20. they're on sale now, though they only have two of the designs left. i got the vampire one, of course. guess what i'm wearing to watch twilight? dork.

i kind of want to get the other one too.

i thought this one was so cute. aw, sad hello kitty. love.
of course this is a play on lichtenstein's artwork which makes it even more awesome.
then i saw this shirt. i had to get it just for the fact that dear daniel is on it. i love him. i wish he was on more stuff. the front says "he love me" and the back says "he love me not."

i went and got starbucks after. i was wearing my over it hoodie and as i was waiting for my drink some random dude came up to me and said, "i'm glad you're over it." i explained how it's for a band but could also be a statement. he said it would have been perfect for when he and his girlfriend broke up. i'm the worst with random conversations. if they don't keep talking, i usually don't know what to say and then there is the awkward silences. let's just say i was glad when my order was ready.

it's starting to get dark super early nowadays. i always think it's later than it really is.

as for the soundtrack, i guess i'll be listening to it for awhile. should be good since there's some good/interesting music peeps on it (muse, mutemath, linkin park, iron and wine, perry farrell, and of course rpattz).

till later.

it's late and past my time, it leaves you blinded...

things on my mind:

first runner runner now national product. while watching the island: rw/rr (i don't know why i keep watching it, thank goodness it's over) i hear a familiar tune. i quickly look up and see, on the little black bar on the bottom of the screen, now playing - artist: national product/ song: sean song. sweet. i did a painting inspired by those lyrics. i wonder how one goes about having their music played on a show.

um, oh i now have a framed twilight poster hanging in my room. dork, i know. i got the poster a couple of days ago from walmart. and today i got a frame for it. it wasn't going to be framed but there was a sale on poster sized frames. the frame is huge though. i didn't remember the poster size when i got it but it works since the background of both the frame picture and the poster is black. either way, all the frames where on price no matter the size so it's not like i over paid. at least now the little wall space in the corner of my room is no longer blank.

also, all the twilight tarilers on tv are making me - 1. really wanting the movie to come out now so i can watch and 2. tired of seeing it played over and over again, it's going to start bugging me. oh well.

i'm also quite addicted to stumbleupon.com. i just keep clicking and clicking. though i have found some really interesting sites.

and lastly, i am heavily debating on if i want to pre-order fall out boy's new cd folie a deux. i'm sad that it was pushed back but maybe the wait will make it better. it's just, i don't know if i want to spend so much money. no way am i getting trois, $130+ yeah right, but i'm leaning towards deux rather than un...but i don't know yet. deux is still a lot of money but i really like the poster and the shirts are wearable. maybe i'll wait too long and all the pre-orders will be gone.

speaking of pete. isn't his baby due soon? she hasn't given birth yet, right? i keep think about how pete will totally flip out with happiness if baby wentzlee (thanks guy ripley for that one) is born on halloween, pete's favorite holiday.

ok enough, i should get some sleep.

till later.

"i like jasper 'cause he's a southern gentlemen..."

so i actually went to the listening party deal at hot topic for the twilight soundtrack. yeah, i don't even know why i went. i wasn't planning on getting the soundtrack. but i had nothing else to do today and since i got paid the other day, i thought why not. i didn't stay for very long. i was in old navy before hand and bought a bunch of shirts for $1.99. they'll be good for work. anyway, once 7 came around i went to hot topic. stood in line and pre-ordered the cd. i heard the first two songs while i was there, muse and paramore...i also got to hear a lot of interesting conversation amongst the crowd. the title of this entry is just one of many opinions i overheard. i pretty much left right after i pre-ordered. i was not going to hang around longer than i had to. it just felt way too crowded. i wish i could have stayed to listen rpattz's song or bella's lullaby. oh well.

speaking of twilight, i've been watching the ex list lately, which stars elizabeth reaser who plays esme in twilight. weird though that her character's name is bella as well. but the show's really cute. plus i like the fact that bella owns a flower shop in san diego. i wouldn't mind working there. i wonder how they'll keep the show going if it gets picked up again (i have a feeling not a lot of people watch it, especially since it on friday nights) since bella's suppose to get married within a year. it's an interesting concept though. they're going to have to go through a lot of male actors...which could be a good thing.

well, till later.

sorry ice cream...

i went to pinkberry today. i had heard about it before online and when i found out they had one where i lived i went to check it out. and now i think i may be hooked on it. so good. i told the girl there that it was my first time so she let me sample the flavors. they have 3 - original, green tea, and coffee and you can pick the toppings. i tried original and green tea, i don't like coffee so i didn't try that. i ended up getting green tea, no toppings. but i want to go back and try other stuff now.

when i think of frozen yogurt i think of fro-yo, where erin works at. i remember she told me once when 30 seconds to mars played on oahu, jared leto came to her working place but it was close. apparently he really likes frozen yogurt and asked someone where he could get some.

hmm, i think i'll try to go back again sometime this weekend. hooked i tell ya.

oh and the final twilight trailer is finally out. now the movie just needs to come out and all will be well.

is it sad that i wanted to buy the edward shirt at hot topic? oh rpattz. also i still want the neville shirt they sold. last time i check it was on sale, maybe they still have it.

till later.

we get by just fine here on minimum wage...

too bad i don't even have a job at the moment.
let alone one that pays minimum wage.

yet another interview for yet another job i probably won't get.

it'd be nice though. everyone seemed friendly and the shop is cute. reminds me of working in the studio.

i can only hope.

another interview on friday for another job.

gosh, i really hate interviews...i suck at them, true fact.

ran into the dollar store next door to check it out and i found this:

yikes. poor ryan. "2 for $1." ok so it's not like a full music/concert dvd or anything. i think it's like a few videos...but still only 50 cents. that can't be good. i almost bought it just to buy it. come on it's only $1 and i could get 2 but then again i'd probably never watch it. and hell, i could get something off of mcdonald's dollar menu.

what i did buy, not from the dollar store, was the cosmo girl issue with the twilight boys inside. don't know why, i already read the article online earlier but whatever. rpattz, taylor, and kellan (he wasn't on 90210 tonight, bummer). no jackson or cam though. oh and i knew the fangirls were going to be all over russell brand when he cut into rpattz intro, totally called it. well it's twilight tuesday yet again, this movie needs to come out now...for real. ok done with my twilight rambling.

i also learned while reading the magazine that trace from metro station (and miley's half-bro) doesn't know how to spell california...apparently he is a high dropout after all. but like the article states...they do have a song called california and of course it is where he call home.

hmm.

till later.

i'll make you banana pancakes...

some random facts about today:

- i had banana pancakes for dinner tonight, yum. the best banana pancakes i ever had was in kailua at boots & kimo's. their macadamia sauce is so yummy. banana pancakes makes me think of jack johnson. and it also reminds me of the notebook -

Noah’s dad: Would you like some breakfast?
Young Allie: Now?
Noah: Dad, it’s 10 o’clock.
Noah’s dad: Well what’s that got to do with it, you can have pancakes any damn time you want.

so true. you can never go wrong with breakfast for dinner.

sidenote: to quote pete - "all that matters is ryan gosling and rachel mcadams are back together. my life is at ease now." i don't know why and i don't even know them personally but i love them and i'm glad they're together again.

- harry potter goblet of fire is on tv right now. cedric just died, *tear*. i love how everyone in the movie talk about how handsome he was since robert is now playing edward cullen, who is exteremly gorgeous. yeah, he fits.i'm still bummed harry potter and the half-blood prince isn't coming out till next summer. but i'm excited that twilight comes out in november now. i just hate how people always try to compare them. the only similarities they have is that fact that robert pattinson is linked to the movies. that's it nothing else.

- when i was on ONTD earlier i saw a post about kidz bop doing a cover of lil wayne's lollipop. if it's for real, that's so messed up. like i said in the bulletin: 1. the kids sound horrible & 2. you cannot have a clean or kid friendly version of that song, period.

it also reminds me when pete was talking about when they wanted to cover dance, dance but he wouldn't let them. "i only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me..." good call pete! haha.

- i watched a bit of the olympic closing ceremony. i haven't been watching the games really. i remember in 5th grade how one of out last projects was about the summer olmpics and had to pick two events. i was really into gymnastic and fencing. yeah, idk.

i love this gif & all the others ones it has spawned.

oh yeah!

i could go on and on with totally randomness but i'll stop here.

till later.

come one, come all...

you're just in time

to witness my first breakdown

cause there's a mile gone

for every minute passed

when i'm stuck in this town...

i'm scared to death of what's to come. truthfully, i have no idea where i'll be a year from now. i know most people don't know that but i have no real clue. i might move again. and i might be alone. my mom is seriously considering moving back to the philippines and i, of course, don't really think that's an option for me. so...if i don't figure out stuff soon enough i might just end up nowhere. hmm.

a year is a long time from now and a lot can happen. she's giving this a chance for a least a year. nothing's set in stone of course. i'm not really sure when my mom will move but really there's nothing for her here, except for me. but i'm old enough to take care of myself, right? at least i should be. i just feel so lost right now. especially with the way things are right now, things aren't looking so promising for myself. i just want her to be a happy and she wants the same for me. which is why i feel like if she wants to go to the philippines then i think she should and if i want to stay, she would let me stay. we're going to do what we think is for the best and i guess we can only hope for the best.

i guess all i can do is wait and see...but it's the waiting that killing me.

and the hunt to finding myself continues.

till later.

song of the day: come one, come all - all time low

video of the day:

it's twilight tuesday yet again. full of jasper/jackson love, yay! jasper's my second favorite character, my favorite being edward ♥ of course. i wouldn't mind jasper using his power to distort my reality from time to time. i don't care how cheesy this movie looks, i can't wait for it to come out. and i'm super excited that i don't have to wait till december anymore. though i still wish harry potter was still coming out in november.

i totally use these books and movies as an escape but really they just play with my emotions sometimes, haha.