a year is a long time from now and a lot can happen. she's giving this a chance for a least a year. nothing's set in stone of course. i'm not really sure when my mom will move but really there's nothing for her here, except for me. but i'm old enough to take care of myself, right? at least i should be. i just feel so lost right now. especially with the way things are right now, things aren't looking so promising for myself. i just want her to be a happy and she wants the same for me. which is why i feel like if she wants to go to the philippines then i think she should and if i want to stay, she would let me stay. we're going to do what we think is for the best and i guess we can only hope for the best.
i guess all i can do is wait and see...but it's the waiting that killing me.
and the hunt to finding myself continues.
till later.
song of the day: come one, come all - all time low
video of the day:
it's twilight tuesday yet again. full of jasper/jackson love, yay! jasper's my second favorite character, my favorite being edward ♥ of course. i wouldn't mind jasper using his power to distort my reality from time to time. i don't care how cheesy this movie looks, i can't wait for it to come out. and i'm super excited that i don't have to wait till december anymore. though i still wish harry potter was still coming out in november.
i totally use these books and movies as an escape but really they just play with my emotions sometimes, haha.
