i went in only to buy contact solution and i came out with all that. i'm a sucker for hello kitty. and for only $1, score! haha.
still on the hunt for a job. sucks so bad. i hate filling out applications and interviews, so sick of them. then again they're probably the only time when i have actual interaction with people other than my mom. ugh.
wow, that last entry was such a downer. i have faith thing will get better over time. i'm just slowly working through it. odd, it feels like i wrote that entry so long ago but really it was only yesterday.
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so weird, i feel like i have spies around the art building because i get updates on who's there. it happened to me twice this week. it's nice to hear from friends. though, one of these updates involved a boy who should listen to this song:
When you act like nothing ever happened
I feel like I should feel bad
But I can't like someone who thought
They're the only one that mattered
While my heart got shattered like romantic roadkill
My heart is all splattered
Your ego got fatter
And I hope that you're flattered
Cause you broke this down
The best thing that you never had
-butch walker
i came upon this song in a blog i read. i always feel like such a creeper reading it because i don't even know her. but this situation she has been in is something i can relate to in a way. i just wish i had been brave enough to send the email i wrote. why didn't i listen to this song around november/december? why do i even still care? gosh, he's not even worth it. i sure i'm over it, but a part of me doesn't want to let it go. i need a new distraction.
in between all these emotional songs i've been listening to, i've been listening to the citizensFOB mixtape, which actual has a snippet of butch walker's mixtape on it. ngl, i'm liking cookie jar by gym class heroes feat. the dream. everytime i hear the dream i think of adam since he's the first person who told me about them. kind of weird.
anyway, cobra starship's i kissed a boy, of course gabe would do that. and all the snippets of the new fall out boy songs just leaves me wanting more. i'm such a loser but when i first heard patrick's voice on the new songs i got so excited. no lie.
like i said, just the tip of the iceberg.
till later.
