i will sing you lullabies...

i am wide awake.
every night's the same story.
empty and alone.

2 in the morning.
yet another sleepless night.
someday it will change.

i should start writing haiku again. i forgot how fun they are to write. maybe i could do a haiku-a-day. or not. but for sure more poems. i need to start getting creative again. it makes me happy. maybe that's why i've been so down lately...hmm, maybe.

remember the haiku book i made? i think volume 2 needs to happen.

too bad i no longer have the use of a letterpress.

my book. construction paper. crayola colors.

and haiku poems about friends, fish, and a broken heart.

i really should get some sleep. i wonder if i'm still adjusting to the time difference. or if it's just because i've never been able to sleep well. maybe a little of both. i have a love/hate relationship with night/sleep. i get a lot of ideas at night. but i'm also left with lots to think about...and sometimes i rather just sleep it all away.

at least i'm ahead on posting.
we shall see if tomorrow (well, i guess today) will see another post.

i think the answer might be no though.

till later.

ps. i think i'm dont with "*blanks* of the day." i don't do anything new anyway so they aren't really needed. maybe they'll just pop up here and there. who knows.