i just can't take it anymore...

speed it up or slow it down. there are moments in life when you wish you could do one or the other.
at this moment i wish i had a fast forward button to press. i want to bypass all this. i'm trying so hard to not let it get to me. to make this place feel like home. but as the days pass and so do the months nothing seems to get better. it's only an endless routine of just trying to get by. i just wish i knew when this feeling was going to change. when do things finally start to click in place? how much longer do i have to wait? sure, some days are better than others but still most of the better days aren't really that great. i'm sure i'm making this sound way worst than it really is. i tend to do that.
maybe i expect too much too soon.

till later.

familiar landscapes
- new found glory

let's fall deeper into sleep
our dreams become fake reality
I wake, I hope
I'm on my way to a coast
where I know the roads like the back of my hand
familiar landscapes

and I know that this is new
like your first day of school
and you're feeling awkward
like you miss your home
and it leaves you with an empty feeling
I just can't take it anymore

what do you want from me?
what do you want from me?
what do you want from my life?
what do you want from me?
'cause my heart can't take it
my heart can't take this anymore

you feel deeply misplaced
your world has been built to crumble
you hope and pray everyday it works out
and it leaves me with this empty feeling
I just can't take it anymore

what do you want from me?
what do you want from me?
what do you want from my life?
what do you want from me?
'cause my heart can't take it
my heart can't take this anymore
anymore, my heart can't take this anymore, anymore

What better time than now to bandage your bleeding
I won't stop till I fix your misleading
your charm of course you use as a weapon
but my heart can't take it

what do you want from me?
what do you want from me?
what do you want from my life?
what do you want from me?
'cause my heart can't take it
my heart can't take this anymore

what do you want from me?
what do you want from me?
what do you want from my life?
what do you want from me?
what do you want from me?
'cause my heart can't take it
my heart can't take this anymore

let's fall deeper into sleep
and our dreams become fake reality
we hope and we pray, everyday
this works out
and it leaves me with this empty feeling
I just can't take this anymore