i need you here but you're always so far away...

if things work out i'll been able to see runner runner this saturday.
nothing's 100% just yet. so we will see if it actually comes to be.
man, i hate going to things like this on my own. i know i'm going to feel so out of place.
but hey at least i'll get out of the house. maybe even talk to people, haha.
the things i do so i won't bore myself to death.
if i do end up going, i just hope it's fun and i don't feel so awkward...
but then again, when am i never not awkard.

till later.