should have known that it wasn't even worth getting in.
should have known by the way the day was going that it wasn't going to end well.
what i did learn is that my priorities are messed up...
and i guess they have been for awhile now.
i need to learn how to just let it go.
i need to be done with all that.
gosh, when did i get so selfish?
cryptic much?
isn't it always this way...
till later.