we'll all be in the streets!

i'm still unsure about going tomorrow.
i want to go but i feel like such a loser going alone.
i keep telling myself that it shouldn't matter and it'll be fun.
but it's the not knowing that's making me unsure.
it's not like i haven't done things alone before, which then turn out to be fun.
i'm just worried because it's a totally different setting than i'm use to.
what can it really hurt though.
it's a one time deal and since i don't know anyone, if things go bad at least no one will know who i am, right.
ugh, i really should look at things in a more positive light.
either way it would be nice to get out.
huntington beach, should be nice.
wish me luck.

till later.