show me the meaning of being lonely...

one step forward.
two steps back.

it's always the same.
even in a new place.

after all these months, i'm still working it out.

does it really get easier?

the expetations too high?
it's all about instant gratification.

i want it all.
but never do the work.

i fear i'm getting too good at being alone.
but the loneliness will be unlivable.

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till later.