at work we finally began the process of taking down and packing away the christmas stuff. we are also getting ready for the next big holiday...valentine's day. ugh. as long as i can remember i have always hated valentine's day. come on, it's not even a real holiday. i could go into my big, long rant about how valentine's day is pointless and depressing but maybe i'll save that for another time. though i can't help but think that the only reason i detest said (fake) holiday is because i've never had a (real) valentine. sure, i have had friends who have tried to make the day less horrible. i even remember when heno, who loves v-day, went out of her way to get me in the valentine mood by getting me a little red and white valentine's day stuff doggie and placed it on my bed when i got home from classes that day (this was when we lived together). but i can't help but feel like this year will be the worst one yet (even though last year, the last person i wanted to see that day ended up the first person i ran into...). it's just this year, i'll be more alone than ever. i won't have friends to share the day with. and to make matters worst i work at a florist! having to take orders from people who are sending/buying things for someone they care about yet none of it will be sent to me. and having to type out short little love notes that i'll never get. it's going to be beyond depressing.
oops. i said i was going to save my rant for another day. oh well. i'm sure as the day draws closers similar entries will follow.
till later.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
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